B UPDATE: Finally BROKE at 1am
October 16, 2009 by OCstrength
Filed under Diet
Just a nightcap to one of those days….but this was too much, really?! Fu&%….
It was 1am and Big B was at the hospital. It’s now 2am, 3, 4, 5am…it’s momma B. Chest pains, clammy and dizzy caused the trip. I am getting refueled dressed and back off. Gallbladder issues may be the cause, we’re still waiting to talk to someone about surgery. B hates fuck%n hospitals…and surgeons for that matter.
Cramping, cold, tired and just pissed at the world and scared like a little baby…I realized something at that hospital…the handful of you that really know me, know that mom B is the all ending. The world to Mike.. It made me realize I have been neglectful. That right there is REAL PAIN… Im going to keep the faith and keep fighting. Say a prayer for us all, B, Mike and momma B. I prayed…then I had to go to the hospital. Not sure how that worked out, but ill pray again there. Not like they’d be cool with me bustin out the kettlebells and killin it in the lobby…
Mike’s here, chained up the beast for a bit… I swear to stay Bstrong…but right now, nothing fuckin matters. Sometimes it just doesnt make sense ya know….like really, WTF?! Needless to say, no training today…maybe not for a few days. I will be in touch.
Keep the diets clean and stay active. We will be killlin again soon…just need to be with Bmom for a minute. Fu*#….
Thanks in advance for the Bwishes…and prayers, don’t take it personal if I don’t respond to emails or calls right away. Just need to get mom home and sleep.
The world is not welcomed today.
Life goes on…and I thank God it did tonight for my mom.
I will be back soon. Me and momma B, stronger than ever. But for now…more coffee and a trip back to the hospital.
Keep it strong, I will.
-Mike
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